1.Undecided
Drink down what i want to be
And ever from a glass that is half empty
Down to my last dime, as such
And optimism costs too much
Now seeing double it seems
Under the influence of these dreams
The outcome too early to tell
But it isn't going very well
So i stagger on
But if this keeps up
It won't be long
Till i'm forced to choose
How much time can i loose？
But i'm not ready
To trade in my dream
For security
So i won't be bought
Not when i've got a shot
Someone tell me what to do
Anyone who cares, anyone will do
Or i'll put everything on the shelf
And sit here and absorb myself
2.Sihouete
Only your outer line
Shape of my indecision
As of yet
Details are undefined
True to your definition
I doubted
Separated by some eclipse
Found the right words
But they only died on my lips
They always die on my lips
Silhouette
You must be something real
Remember the time itâs taken thought iâd forget
Come on now, itâs no big deal
Youâd think so, but youâre mistaken
Iâm tired
And everything disconnects
But i canât wait
To find out what will happen next
Tell me what happens next i always miss, inanely
What others see so plainly
It takes a time or two for me
With every color graying and every word youâre saying
Losing all trace of clarity
3.June One
Side the lake and spokes go round
This way make through rusty brown
In a corner, in the shadows
And the sunlight makes the clouds glow
June one just me
Orbiting at apogee
June one to remind
Turn it over, over in time
At the end of these white walls
I pretend the still life calls
Through the waters, under bridges
For a moment I could swear that you looked at me
4.Begin Again
Let this final line of light fold underneath
With resolve supine, 'till morning blush and quicken
What did this day bring？
I wish the sun would go quench it's blistering thirst
Beneath the waters
Another round for your sake
Here it comes
Another quarrel I am going numb
5.Hello to Never
Lyricist：Harold Arlen, Ted Koehler
Goodbye to what, if hello to never
So long to someday too
Just dig a hole
And put my coffin under
How many times have I tried to sever？
How long until I'm through
But if I let go
I know I'll often wonder
So never run
I can think a way out of it
Don't pretend to know how
But I know why
Try to swim but don't sink
Come up above it
Treading water right now
It's do or die
I know better than anyone, it's true
I'm getting on but I'm getting better too
Admit defeat, let down your defenses
Why do you have to fight
A losing cause
To find the thing you're missin'？
Know when you're beat and come to your senses
Still I'm compelled to write
Without applause
And though no one will listen
So never run
I can think a way out of it
Don't pretend to know how
But I know why
Try to swim but don't sink
Come up above it
Get it going right now
It's do or die
Give it up or get away
I shouldn't wonder
In a decade or a day
It's hard to tell
Give it up or get it right
I'm going under
Yeah, but not without a fight
It's just as well
I know better than anyone could guess
I'm getting tired of all this now, I confess
If only my art could somehow relate
Then maybe my life would then imitate
The things I'd contrive and not what I feel
But would be right, it wouldn't be real
So never run
I can think a way out of it
Don't pretend to know how
But I know why
Try to swim but don't sink
Come up above it
Treading water right now
It's do or die
Give it up or get away
I shouldn't wonder
In a decade or a day
It's hard to tell
Give it up or get it right
I'm going under
Yeah, but not without a fight
It's just as well
Don't look now, they're coming after you
Dig in, though you don't know what to do
Something's gonna happen any day
But what, I can't say
I know better than anyone, it's true
I'm getting on but I'm getting better too
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